なぜ？！　あっ？！　あっ？！？　。。。なぜ？

THEY’RE BIGGER! =DDD!

I think. They feel bigger. 8D

…*Squeezes them*

My belly hurts when I think of his name and every time he talks to me my ears burn. [Is that what it feels like to blush?] T_____________T And I think I’m too dark to blush so I wouldn’t know what it feels like to blush. TT___TT Geeze… this shet is annoying…. I WISH I WAS HARDCORE GAY SO I WOULDN’T FEEL ANYTANG. AH.

Bye. I’m done. It’s over. Ahhh… I want him to go awayyyy. ;_________________________;

GET DRUNK AT THE AGE OF FIFTEEN.

OUR HEART SWELLS UP, THESE VESSELS

OUR HEART SWELLS UP, WHICH MAKES THEM EXPLODE.

OH, WHAT THE HELL, WE SHOULD’VE SAID

NO, OH HELL, WE SHOULD’VE SAID

NO, HEART SWELLS, WHICH MAKE US EXPLODE.

Ahhh, I love that song. <3 Yous should listen to it. =O It’s called Red Sox Pugie – Foals Hell, I’ve give ya teh url! OH HELL NO.

–Just wanted write about it! =D Not that I want pity. >___> Shit, that’s the last thing I want. Pity. PITY MAKES ME ANGRY. NYROAR. Oooh, I knows what I wants. =D I want lechera. That stuff is the shizz! <33 – That’d be all. ‘___’

Schizophrenia! A schizophrenic person is basically… a crazy person, people who have delusions, hallucinations or weirded out behavior. No, if sometimes you like to think of yourself as a woman or see non-existent cleavage, that doesn’t mean you’re a schizophrenic. Maybe. That means you’re crazy. Not a schizo crazy, just plain crazy. Like that one Chris Crocker guy on Youtube. But if the person is having hallucinations, paranoid or bizarre freak attacks, disorganized speech and thinking with significant social or occupational dysfunction ect., constantly, then they might be diagnosed with schizophrenia. But, note, the person must have had been having these problems for the span of at least six months or otherwise he can’t be diagnosed with schizophrenia.

Breathing makes you a schizophrenic. No. I lied. But I bet a tard would believe me if I told them that. Ahahaha… breathing… ahem, yeah. So there are generally about three ways you could possibly be diagnosed with the disorder. Ahh, first is genetically, hereditary…ly, like I don’t know… your uncle has/had it or your cousin has it. It’s kind of like cancer; if you’ve been touched by cancer then obviously you have a higher chance of getting it than someone who hasn’t. Same thing for this, put the pieces together person! Then there’s prenatal schizophrenia, you were born with it. Studies have shown that most schizophrenic children were born in winter or spring… which is retarded. That’s probably just a HUGE coincidence. So that’s probably not very accurate. Also drugs… do I have to explain that? I mean, doing weed/speed/ice whatever you want to call it, messes up your body to the extreme. We ALL know that. And children… YES, WEED DOES MESS UP YOUR BRAIN. Yeah sure it’s a medicine, but too much of anything will kill you. It’s like taking eighteen pills of aspirin, “I won’t have a headache for months now!” NO. WRONG TARD HEAD. All that aspirin is/WILL kill your liver. And sometimes it’s so severe you can actually turn into a schizo from being a pothead! Go figure! Blah, just don’t do the weed; drugs can cause basically, any kind of disorder. Finally, you don’t have to be born with it to be diagnosed with it. Being abused, trauma, having no social contact with someone/anyone, racial discrimination, stress, being in confusing situations, can cause you to develop schizophrenia. These things push you and push you to the point where you mentally can’t take anything. So you develop this disorder. And you can’t eat anything or drink anything that’ll make you a schizophrenic; it’s all in your head. It has to do with your mind [Like, what you’re thinking and stuff, things that doctors/therapists have absolutely no control over. Unless they’re Jesus. And if they’re Jesus then they wouldn’t be there helping you crazy peeps.] and your brain. It has nothing to do with your blood or internal organs. Well, it might, but it doesn’t originate there.

Alrighty, there are three schizophrenic categories, Positive, Negative, and Cognitive. Positive symptoms include unusual thoughts or perceptions, including delusions. Those are the most commonly known symptoms. Negative symptoms represent a loss or a decrease in the ability to initiate plans, speak, express emotion, or find pleasure in everyday life. These symptoms are harder to recognize as part of the disorder and can be mistaken for laziness or depression. Then there’s Cognitive Symptoms. Cognitive symptoms [or cognitive deficits] are problems with attention, certain types of memory, and the executive functions that allow us to plan and organize. Cognitive deficits can also be difficult to recognize as part of the disorder but are the most disabling in terms of leading a normal life. So there are very specific ways to know if a person is schizophrenic. And because some of these symptoms are so common, it really is sort of difficult to know if someone around you is a psychopath.

The causes of schizophrenia are still unknown so there is no cure. So there are only treatments for the symptoms. Antipsychotic medications alleviate the positive symptoms. [Hallucinations] They do not completely rid of positive symptoms but they do help. A lot. And everybody responds differently to different crazy pills. So for example… ahh… if this certain dose of this certain med has the best result on this patient, it might make another patient’s symptoms even worse or it won’t work as well. So everybody kind of needs to find their “perfect” mix-n-match meds. And there really isn’t anything else besides the pills, besides family and SMILING! Yeah, like smiling or laughter works, Ha! Laughter doesn’t keep your Mom from dying. Thanks Jesus! You’re always there for us! And the schizos. Can’t forget them crazies!

Lard Losing Pills.

Alright! This Wednesday [October 22,2008] a new diet drug was developed/found, I don’t know. Well, apparently, this new drug called “Tesofensine” makes the obese peeps lose weight almost twice as fast with double the results. Tesofensine works by doing stuff to your brain to make it think that it’s not hungry or as if it were full. Oh, wow. It even burns body fat while it’s messing with your head. WHOA! Technology! Is like… CRAZY! Well, yeah. The doctor homies are saying that by taking this drug/lard loser pill thing it might replace the need to get gastric bypass surgery. Ugh… why don’t those people just work out? It’s probably better for them considering all of the troublesome side effects they’d get if they take it. I should probably list those, eh? Okies, Astrup’s team [It’s some random scientist group] conducted a trial in which they had two-hundred and three obese patients [Wow, that number alone is pretty crazy. Where did they find all these people?! LOUSIANA?] and they gave them three different doses of tesofensine. Obviously the lowest amount of milligrams they gave to them had the least amazing results, which was still pretty freaking amazing, but the highest amount they gave them [1 milligram] had the greatest result of weight loss being twenty-eight pounds; in a matter of twenty-four weeks without exercise. Dang. I need me some of them miracle pills… Well yes, the test subjects taking the highest amount had the following “inconveniences”: dry mouth, nausea, constipation [Not. Fun.], hard stools, diarrhea and insomnia. OH BAW. I wouldn’t like those side effects, I’d rather run a mile or two. Oh, they also noticed that the fat they lost also included lean body mass. I’m guessing that’s not good. So, can this be a yet another break through?! Or just a giant FAIL? We are going to have to wait and see what happens next year! Or week.

I got an A. =O AMAZZAZZING!